im updating bekuz amie told me too-izzle. yea she gets it. uh whats new, ah yes, everybody is all up halo 2's ass as i expected, they are so ignorant, that game suckssssss, just wait, half-life 2 will be the talk of next week. um so concert season started, im out of percussion and playing bassoon. omg omg omg INCANTATION AND DANCE IS POSIBLY THE BEST SONG EVER KFJSKDFNGS. yea just had to let that out, i cant wait to play it. the bassoon solo thingy sounds aweseme in it. i think iv found something almost as good as ayu, well two actually. Onitsuka Chihiro , and Saiyuki, from the anime series. awesemmmmmmm. oh yea the band is in the pizaper. theres a pic of matt and darren and a big article of how we got the best score the band has ever goten. also the halloween parade is on the back. go check out the crofton crier.

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wow. where to start. even though we got an 86 last tob and we are goign to chapters, i want the season to end. theres to much drama going on its almost painful. its getting to the point that the lack of disipline is getting untolerable to the point that i dont really care anymore. all the negative thigns everyone says about everyone else is getting pathetic. im just waiting for concert season to come around so i can worry about my own damn self, without being held back by anybody that doesnt have the disipline to perfect their craft..*cough* drumline. the only person in the drumline that even takes any of this seriously is mark. thats the real reason why i chose to play bassoon in concert. and i hope the rest of the drumline sucks during concert season, but what would they care anyway. so i hear all of this talk about danielle and kim and jesse and jfghjdf. seriously, i think everyone needs to pick a day this week to adress personal issues and get this over with. jesse at least attempted to try that with the drumline but alas, they didnt take it seriously. especially considering hes a senior, that was quite impressive of him. hes a senior, he doesnt need to care about stupid things like that, but he does, and iv seen very few people even try to do the things hes done, he deserves respect. and as do all the seniors of this band. i am trying to indure the positive things people have done and not focus on the negative like everyone else has. if you give respect, you will get it.....but what do i know, im only a stupid freshman

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Ok so the past couple tobs have been really good. In the high 80's. Personally, i was disapointed with myself that night, idk it just didnt feel like i gave it my all, while i was mainly focusing on the presentation aspect rather than the basics which i felt i lacked. I dont know why but ive been really tired lately for the past couple days straight, like physically i just feel drained and i dont know what its from. I was watching Nicole play piano today and wow. Shes amazing, so cordinated, so....perfect in every musical aspect there is. I respect her for that. So that was kewl, she makes it look so easy. Alot of people i know are suddenly having emtional problems. Those who are mentally incapacitated, i leave you with this........Doubting ones capacity of emotional tolerance, leads you to create your own truth....
Yea i dont know why i write things like that, these words only mean something to myself. But um, one more thing. Never put all of your trust into one person, once that trust is broken, the option of some point in your life attaining total bliss is fully unattainable. On a more happier note, pixie sticks on pop tarts is crack..

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soo i finally got my computer back...iv missed my baby. but anyway, iv been listening to ayumi hamasaki for the past couple weeks straight, like it hasnt come out of my cd player at all. shes soo aweseme, im buying inspire soon too. um what else is new, oh yea, iv been teaching myself japanese for the past week or so and its alot easier than you would think. well its like this teach yourself thing on a million cds but hey you know. band has been pretty kewl, im gona start the basoon soon.... that sounded weird. um READ WHAT THE FOLLOWING i wrote this sometime ago i cant rememeber when but uh i just thought id put this up here, bekuz i can..

""The sky grew heavily gray as he consumed the cry of the monestaries. Nemuri, at his lonesome, closed his eyes but for a moment and envisioned what seemed to be the truth of his being. The truth of which beared the deep, cruel intentions he had wished to fufill. Intaking one last deep breath, he opened his eyes to let the essence of the night rush in once more. Egonized by his thoughts, he carried off into the night as for the first time, the presence of fear was absent.
The next morning awoke quickly with the stench of fall coming to an end. Nemuri found himself buried beneath blankets as he awoke of the cold. The sun did not pour into his window, as that rarely happend. He had been used to the cold and the drearyness of his home because that was how it had always been. It had actually comforted him because he had always seen the world in a different way then most. In a way that pain was the only motive that satisfied him into growing stronger,wiser,...mature. Viewing the dark side of perspectives was a way to understand situations to their entirety. ""

so it looks like stupid sophmores are smarter than they look......*cough* mark, and yes, as he said, i will back anything and everything i say in this convo as well. as honest as we may be, its what is need to be said. the rest of the drumline needs to see how we view this and take the crtisizm to better yourself, and realize that its for the better of the band. its come to a level beyond trying everything we can, and we are now making things more personal to get the message across.


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F3aV: ummOK so today was okay i guess. Um im not as sick anymore and i saw haleigh so that was kewl. Then the drum break is getting better i guess, but uh it still sucks. Um tomorow is another game at 3:30 so uh go and watch the halftime show. I want to get the new green day cd, but i have no money. the song "wake me when september ends" is one of the best songs iv heard in a while from them. and that person who is posting comments obviously doesnt know me well enough to make a judgment on me (even though i think i know who it is). Mark says he's gona have a party on homecoming day so that should be kewl. My hair is getting long so im just gona let it grow out. Aw man tomorow , kevin is gona overclock an electrical toothbrush which is like...really random, but kewl. Like hes gona do it to one of those 6 dollar ones so that its just as fast as those 100 dollar ones, he says it works just fine so yea. Um if you happen to have XM sattelite radio, then theres a way to convert your XM radio into MP3 or WAV. If you have the XM reciever then in the USB connection is the digital audio sync inside of it that actually captures the files not USB, so theres a program that this guy made that captures the XM and converts it into MP3 or WAV , your choice, and it saves the station your on in a folder and you just leave it run overnight and it captures tons of songs. And the RIAA says its legal as of right now, but they are still deciding so take advantage while you can, but XM noticed this and stopped selling their recievers so if you dont have one then it sucks for you. Wow i dont know why i went on and on about that, i just thought it was really kewl bekuz its legal. But anyway go kevinrose.com and he should have it all on there.